Mystic Verses | Tired

I don’t wanna sleep tonight, afraid of what memories I will face,

And feed the demons I avoid every time I close my eyes.

I don’t wanna go outside, I am a mess and my head don’t feel right,

Speak with me in daylight, maybe when I am more stable and can converse.

I don’t wanna speak tonight, prefer silence and solace,

For now, every conversation sounds empty and dead

I am feeling tired of this, it’s not easy to see you walk away,

Tired of this failing, feelings that are pulling me down  

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Mystic Verses | What am I gonna do?

I still smell the ash mixed with mint,

Your scents keep me up, through the night,

And I wonder if I haunt you too.

 All the whispered words,

Did you even mean them at all?

Or was I just another face, easy to forget,

Nothing but a one-night flame.

It’s been twelve months and I still,

Haven’t healed and I don’t know why,

You ask me to stay a friend, just empty words,

For if you really loved me, you would let go.

Oh, what am I to do,

For I long to stay in touch,

But I would never heal, and

Move on, but with a band-aid,

So, what am I gonna do?

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Mystic Verses | Can’t help

I know I said goodbye,

But I seem to not be able to let go.

I can’t help thinking of you,

And I miss the way we talked,

For I assumed I was the only one,

Who held a special place in your heart.

I can’t give up, now and forever,

For every second, I am away,

My heart aches, to be close to you,

To be held in your arms again.

I can’t forget, all memories,

I have been talking to friends, and they say,

I need to save myself,

For you are not worth my love.

But I seem unable to let go,

Can’t help thinking of you,

Can’t give up, without a fight.

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Mystic Verses | Away from blues

The sound of your heart when you hug me beating in sync with mine,

The scent you left on my pillow; the taste of your kiss soaked in sweet nothings.

The sure hold when our fingers interlaced, with the promise to not let go,

I remember every little thing,

The euphoria, shine, and now the sting of every denial.

I guess you forgot that you wanted time to make this forever.

Looks like my heart means nothing, but a forgotten mess,

And your ghost haunts me every day and night, keeping me up.

Reminding me of every little thing, asking me where it went wrong.

You say, time will heal everything, but time is standing still,

Lost forever, in the infinite loop with no end.

Wish that God will take me into the unknown,

For I cannot smile anymore for your sake, with an unhealed wound.

For I remember every little thing about us,

I guess you forgot that you wanted time to make this forever.

And now all I want to do is find a path from the blue hues that,

Overshadowed my bright sunny life, away from you forever.

Mystic Verses | Waiting – why?

You claim, you never want it,

Then why am I still here, waiting for us to happen?

You say, its my imagination

Us going to movies, shared popcorn, late lunches & dinners,

Chatting late into night, and still waking up to your first message,

Lying side by side, in silence, holding hands, whenever we could,

Content just to be with each other.

And now I wish I could think of you,

And not feel anything

For it was real, living, breathing moments, but

Funny, you don’t even remember a single moment.

Turning my reality to nothing, but

Imaginary fiction only in my head.

Then, why am I still waiting, for you, for us to happen.

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Mystic Verses | Just Do It

I don’t need you to say you’re sorry,

If you want to leave me, then

Just do it.

You said you loved me, for

I made you feel protected and cherished

You promised me, that you,

Will stay by my side and cherish me in return.

But from miles, I now see,

Something is not right anymore, in the way you look and talk

The unexplained pauses and lack of conversation

I don’t need you to say you’re sorry,

No you don’t need to be gentle,

For if you are leaving, then just do it.

I don’t need you to save me, and also

Don’t blame me, for you are,

The one who turned your back, after breaking

The promise, something that you would never do

I just have to know, so be honest for a second

Because, there is no one that

Can do and make you feel, they way I do

So where did it all go wrong

So let me see who you are now,

And you don’t need to say empty sorry,

If you are gonna leave me, then

Just do it

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Mystics Verses | Nothing Left

I’ve been laying here, staring at the ceiling

For I don’t know what to do anymore

I want to get away from you, but

Every little thing around reminds me of you.

I have been staying awake all through the nights

Asking the question, “What did I do wrong?”

Cause I have no clue and how to fix this

I try my best, but nothing I do turns out right,

I have been trying everything, but now

I ain’t got nothing left, just an empty space,

Filled with despair and darkness

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